Hello, my love. I cannot help crying, I miss you more than ever. It is coming up to 13 Christmas's without you and I do not know how many more I can take. I miss you and think of you all the time. Life is so empty without you. I call by the cemetery and light a candle for you, now the dark nights are here. I just want to be with you. You were my friend and I loved you. I still feel you by my side, but I want to hold you close. I would love to see all your grandchildren but to see them, without you, would be too much to bear. I hope they understand. I think of you with love.