Coming up to 15 Christmas's without you, my love, and I miss you as much as ever. All the time I wish you were here with me. We had some lovely times together and I still miss the happiness. Nothing is the same. So far I have survived all year without catching the covid bug, but I do not care if I get it or not. I just do not want to pass it on to anyone else. Still thinking of you and missing you as much as ever