Hello, Shush, I went to the cemetery just now and lit a candle. 11 years now and I miss you so very much. Life is not the same at all. I miss all the fun we had, all the laughing and the loving. I often think of you when I waken up and realise you are not with me. I tried to join you once but the hospital made me better again. I am still here in the same house. The garden is not as tidy as you had it but I will make it alright again as soon as I can. I still miss you, my love