13 years today, my love. I miss you every day. I have just been to your resting place and lit a candle. Life is nowhere the same way it was. You cannot be replaced. I admit I am lost without you. I cry for no reason. I watch TV but I do not see the screen and I loose the story. I do not know what to do. I pretend you are here and do the jobs I think you would want me to do. I hope I am doing them right. Please let me know if I am not